和聋哑爸爸一起抗癌的点点滴滴－－4年 2012.1.2爸爸睡梦中离开，享年68岁

手捧阳光

<p>niedan8224:平消片上的说明，写了是消除肿瘤的，可在化疗期间吃．．．．所以我估计一般的药店应该不会卖的吧．我在我家这儿看到有专门的肿瘤药店，我估计这样的店里，是应该有的．</p><p>我爱妈妈1982:我爸爸症状是这样的，他在化疗时反应很大，吐得厉害．回家后不吐了，但感觉胃反酸，胃烧，一连几天，不想吃饭．吃了这个药就立马好了：</p><p><font color="#1169ee" size="4">法莫替丁片</font></p><p>真心希望能够对你妈妈有帮助．</p>

之之

<div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><p><font color="#0909f7" size="4"></font></p><font color="#0909f7" size="4">很喜欢Will Smith演的＂The Pursuit of Happyness 当幸福来敲门＂这部影片，它让我感到太多的共鸣．我总是在心底抱怨生活给予了我太多的磨难，我常常备感生活的艰辛，时时都想要掉泪，虽然过后，还是要咬紧牙关往肚子里咽．我的幸福还没有到来，不知道是在明天抑或是很远的将来，但是，<span style="COLOR: #ff0000;">You have a dream, you got to protect it. </span>即使在离幸福还很远的时刻，Chris Gardner也这样鼓励他的儿子．当幸福在敲门的那一刻，所有的过往的艰难与隐忍，都化成微笑和开心的泪水，那每一个奋斗的平凡的日子，都幻化成二个字：值得．我唯有坚信，也只有坚信，<span style="COLOR: #ff99cc;">心存希望，在内心深处执着地等待着命运在峰回路转时的嫣然一笑，那么，我一定能等到幸福敲门的时候。</span>与大家共勉．</font><br/></div><p><font color="#0909f7" size="4"></font></p><p><font color="#0909f7" size="4">当幸福来敲门，是一部很真实的电影，对我们来说，尤其喜欢。</font></p><p><font color="#0909f7" size="4">同时很喜欢看你的文字，你的生活充满了温暖的阳光。</font></p>

手捧阳光

<p><font color="#3d11ee" size="4">复查前一天：</font></p><p><font color="#3d11ee" size="4">凌晨的我刚刚下线疲惫的躺在床上，黑暗中看到爸爸起床走到窗前趴着往外看，那时北京的夜还在下小雨，嘛呢这是，我嘀咕着一下进入了梦乡．</font></p><p><font color="#3d11ee" size="4">几丝亮光打入房间，天还未亮全，手机显示四点半，我眯着眼又看见爸爸跑到窗前张望，接着他就忙不迭的穿起衣服来．我示意他把屋灯打开：干嘛这么早起床？－－－发现了一处地方，有好多的鱼和泥鳅！爸爸像小孩子一样兴奋着．无奈了，乌龟太给他面子了，每天都吃掉很多的鱼，我正为爸爸的好精力感到高兴，他一转身：是明天做检查么？我点头．不知道爸爸在想些什么．爸爸你千万不要表面好好的，做着每件事，但却心事很重呵．</font></p><p><font color="#3d11ee" size="4">算了，索性起来熬粥、读英语了，雨后的天气有些凉，想着爸爸回来后能够喝上热乎乎的粥，是种动力．</font></p><p><font color="#3d11ee" size="4">你是我温暖的手套，冰冷的啤酒，日复一日的梦想－－几年前最爱的话剧，如今和爱情无关，一切只有，只为　爸爸．</font></p>

灿烂仆人

<font color="#3d11ee" size="4">“爸爸你千万不要表面好好的，做着每件事，但却心事很重呵。”知父莫如女！</font>

雁南飞

<p>记得前一段时间说是复查的，原来是明天去啊。</p><p>看你爸爸状态这么好，不会有问题的，祝福一下，希望有个好结果！</p>

我爱妈妈1982

<div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><p>我爱妈妈1982:我爸爸症状是这样的，他在化疗时反应很大，吐得厉害．回家后不吐了，但感觉胃反酸，胃烧，一连几天，不想吃饭．吃了这个药就立马好了：</p><p><font color="#1169ee" size="4">法莫替丁片</font></p><p>真心希望能够对你妈妈有帮助．</p></div><p><font color="#06a525" size="3">谢谢阳光，我会给妈妈试试的，希望你爸爸一切都好！</font></p>

雁南飞

<p>阳光，你爸爸检查怎么样啊？</p>

手捧阳光

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font color="#421ae6"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">经过艰难的等待</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">, </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">今天终于拿到了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">CT</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">报告</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">, </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">因为没有医生出诊</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">, </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">所以请大家帮我看看</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:</font></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"><font color="#421ae6">原为右肺腺术后，化疗后复查：<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"><font color="#421ae6">胸部与２００８<span lang="EN-US">.</span>４<span lang="EN-US">.</span>１７ＣＴ对比：<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"><font color="#421ae6">１<span lang="EN-US">.</span>右肺中叶可见索条样高密度影，较原片无明显变化了；<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><font color="#421ae6"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">2. </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">左肺下叶胸膜下（<span lang="EN-US">image141 28</span>）可见一小结节影，考虑转移，与原片无变化；余原左肺内多发小结节显示不清。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><font color="#421ae6"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">3.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">右肺上叶支气管可见点状高度影，考虑术后改变。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><font color="#421ae6"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">4.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">纵隔气管隆突下及主动脉。。（手写的看不清）<span lang="EN-US">,</span>。。，主肺动脉窗淋巴结影，较原片无明显变化。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><font color="#421ae6"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">5.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">右侧胸腔背侧可见弧形液体密度影，较原片减少。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"><font color="#421ae6">余同前片所示，增强扫描未见明显异常强化。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"><font color="#421ae6">腹部与<span lang="EN-US">2008.4.17CT</span>对比：<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><font color="#421ae6"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">1.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">胆囊底可见一环状低密度影，增加扫描可见环状强化，较原片无变化。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><font color="#421ae6"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">2.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">肝脏，胰腺，脾脏及双肾，肾上腺未见明显异常，增加扫描未见异常强化。脾脏增大。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><font color="#421ae6"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">3.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">肝脏周围可见少量液体密度影，较原片无明显变化<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman" color="#421ae6">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font color="#421ae6"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">结节影让我心里很疙瘩</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">, </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">化疗前就有了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">, </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">但二次化疗后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">医生说没有办法</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">, </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">只能是观察</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">. </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">看来现在也只能是继续观察</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font color="#421ae6"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我自己看的结果</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">虽然好多处不太明白</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">, </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">但我估计去看医生</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">, </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">应该会说是稳定吧</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">. </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">就像第二次化疗完后做的评估一样</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></font></p>

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