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阳光总在风雨后!——父亲抗癌全记录

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 楼主| 发表于 2007-8-13 21:09:13 | 显示全部楼层 来自: 中国上海
<h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第11天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/4</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周六换药,伤口长得很好。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我从小就对死亡很恐惧,没想到这么早会发生到至亲身上。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">看到爸爸的北戴河照片,已呈病态,不知道妈妈有没有看出来。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">今天决定,等活检结果出来,跟铁军哥哥和李冬哥哥汇报和商量一下。毕竟父亲不仅属于我一个人,他还是母亲的丈夫,是亲戚的兄弟。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">直面生活的勇气不是用来说说的。直面残酷的现实,但决不失去信念</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">重温“斯托克代尔悖论”(</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">The Stockdale Paradox</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">):不管遭遇什么困难,必须坚信自己一事实上能够并最终会获胜;与此同时,不管现实有多么残酷,都必须具有与之对抗的素质。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">面对分离</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">今天闲话家常,我几度难受,不知道以后还有没有机会这样说话了。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我劝母亲不要上班,多陪陪父亲,她说上班特别轻松完全可以应付,我也不能多说。母亲太简单。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我问父亲要不要找人做矽肺鉴定,他说现在不急,等天凉快了再说。我都不知道他能不能等到天凉快了。悲哀啊。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">有一次父亲在奶奶去世后说,人就这么没妈了。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">父亲敏感到,母亲和面,说他胳膊手术后不能做家务,不能和面,就说你和不了。父亲马上就说:你说我活不了。虽是玩笑,我听后,脸也变色。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我一想到可能出现的症状,咯血,呼吸困难,吞咽困难。不知道哪一天就会突然咯血,你知道这是必然的,不知道会突然出现在哪一天,真的会觉得很恐惧。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">真的希望时间就些定住不前。小楷说你去睡觉,我让他停</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">23:07<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第12天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周日</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/5 </font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">还好我有小楷</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">日子真是难过,我面对着几乎确定的结果有几分惧怕,还好我有小楷。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p>
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 楼主| 发表于 2007-8-13 21:09:42 | 显示全部楼层 来自: 中国上海
<h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第13天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周一</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/6 </font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">活检结果</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">早晨起来真是不愿意面对活检结果。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">活检结果</span></b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">:淋巴结转移性低分化腺癌,建议检查肺。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">早晨</span></b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">去病理科,结果还没出来,央着检查人员提前看标本,结果如上,报告未出。拿到病理的金标准,马上找朋友及联系</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">AZ</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">同事,挂全国顶级肺癌专家李龙芸大夫的门诊咨询。<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">下午</b>带所有病历及</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">CT</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">咨询李龙芸,结果如下:</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo3; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">1.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">马上住院</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo3; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">病人年轻,可以接受化疗</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo3; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">3.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">一线化疗,疾病稳定用</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">Tavceva</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">,罗氏的表皮因子生长抑制剂。疾病进展用二线化疗。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo3; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">4.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">二线治疗目前可以入组,免费。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo3; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">5.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">做骨扫描、头部核磁、腹部</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">B</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">超以查有无骨、头部及其它转移。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">咨询结束已经快五点,划价。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">晚上:见了杨铁军哥哥,描述病情并商量对策。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l6 level1 lfo5; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">1.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">必须马上通知妈妈了。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l6 level1 lfo5; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">必须积极的治疗</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">晚上九点:去王阿姨家描述病情,并商量如何告知母亲最为妥。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l7 level1 lfo6; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">1.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">要慢慢把病情渗透给妈妈,到病床空了时再通知妈妈,这样她的精神有空间缓解,不至太突然和无处发泄。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l7 level1 lfo6; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">对父亲要隐瞒病情</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l7 level1 lfo6; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">3.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">先说需要检查,有空床,所以住院。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">阿姨对我家还是最了解的。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">当生命开始进入倒计时,这种痛苦还是无以言表的。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">拿到确诊结果和感觉和</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">CT</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">虽然十之八九确认的感觉还是非常不一样的。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第14天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周二</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/7 </font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">通知妈妈</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">上午:</span></b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">把妈妈从单位接出来,并轻点病情。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">下午:</span></b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">交费约各项检查,同时咨询王孟昭老师,结果如下:</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo4; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">1.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">不治疗:三个月的生命周期,而且会非常痛苦,虽然现在没有症状,但很快会有。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo4; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">化疗:八个月的生命周期</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo4; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">3.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">靶向治疗药物:在化疗的基础上加一年。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo4; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">4.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">临床没有见到服用中药有效果的。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p>
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 楼主| 发表于 2007-8-13 21:10:08 | 显示全部楼层 来自: 中国上海
<h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第15天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周三</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/8 </font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">问诊中医</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">上午去看中医。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">协和通知住院,我知道必须和母亲摊牌了。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">中午吃饭时,拉着妈妈只说了一句,你要有思想准备。饭后下楼她就已经明显步骤慌乱。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">下午和妈妈来谈,商量西医还是中医。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">妈妈强烈要求住院西医。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l4 level1 lfo7; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">1.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">父亲不相信中医,怕他觉得我们延误他病情。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l4 level1 lfo7; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">不敢用父亲的身体做赌注。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第16天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周四</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/9 </font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">核磁和骨扫描</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">上午八点头部核磁。十点半打针,下午二点骨扫描。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">冯俊大夫电话,说等骨扫描结果出来后再住院。因为如果有骨或颅转移,治疗上会有不同,如果先上化疗的一种,可能会影响到效果。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p>
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 楼主| 发表于 2007-8-13 21:12:09 | 显示全部楼层 来自: 中国上海
<h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第17天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周五</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/10</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">核磁和骨扫描结果</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">没有好消息,是不是从现在开始就没有好消息了?</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">上午</span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">B</font></span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">超结果</span></b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">:双肾、肾上腺区未见明显异常。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">脂肪肝、胆囊壁胆固醇结晶。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">取骨扫描结果,又是接连而至的打击,我在走道里长时间不能自已。</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></b></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">骨扫描结果</span></b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">:脊柱、肋骨、肩胛骨、左肱骨、骨盆、右股骨可见多处异常放射性增高及浓聚区。全身多发骨转移。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">难怪他说后背痛,其实不是肾,是脊柱。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">下午</span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">B</font></span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">超结果</span></b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">:右锁骨上淋巴结可见。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">去取了<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">核磁结果</b>:左侧枕叶两处结节样病变,结合病史考虑转移可能。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-tab-count: 2;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="mso-tab-count: 2;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">建议行头部</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">MRI</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">增强进一步检查;</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-tab-count: 2;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="mso-tab-count: 2;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">双侧额叶皮层下多发缺血灶。</span></p>
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 楼主| 发表于 2007-8-13 21:12:51 | 显示全部楼层 来自: 中国上海
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周一住院。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">面对的问题:</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l9 level1 lfo9; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">1.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">颅内转移需要先做放疗四周,再休息四周,这样可能会从时间上无法入组实验。这意味着后期高昂的治疗费用(平均一月</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">万左右)。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l9 level1 lfo9; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">如果放疗,体内会进展</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l9 level1 lfo9; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">3.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">如果化疗,颅内会进展</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l9 level1 lfo9; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">4.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">任何实验,都要求病人无颅内转移。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">说说目前可以用的治疗方案</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">一线化疗:健择(吉西它滨)</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">紫杉醇与铂内联合(顺铂或者卡铂)</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">这是目前公认的四种治疗方案,效果没有什么差距。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">二线治疗:用多西紫杉醇化疗或者用靶向治疗的药物。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">再说说目前可以入组的实验:</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">1. </font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">全部实验都是二线的。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">一线化疗,没有任何实验,但是在医保。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">二线实验:</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo10; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">1.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">如果疾病稳定以上,用</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">Taceva(</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">特罗凯</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">, Roche)</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">和安慰剂组对照的双盲实验</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">目前国际公认的方案也是疾病稳定后观察不治疗,所以安慰剂组伦理上没问题。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">实验是研究</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">Taceva</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">在疾病稳定以上的病人中的有效率。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo10; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">如果病症进展,入多西紫杉醇化疗组和</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">IRESSA</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">组。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">树影婆娑下蛐蛐叫声,声声入耳,树影下的忧伤,给我以致命的打击。</span></b>
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 楼主| 发表于 2007-8-13 21:13:05 | 显示全部楼层 来自: 中国上海
<h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第18天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/11</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周六</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">谁能陪谁一辈子</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">搬家,我已经无法一个人在一个房间内。今天白雪来陪我,我觉得好一些。白雪说我瘦得脱形,让人心疼。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我说这才刚刚开始。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我在志航弟弟的怀中放肆的流泪,我现在很难控制自己的情绪,动不动就流泪,我心疼父亲,他还有这么多痛苦要承受。我更心疼妈妈,她太依赖爸爸,以后的日子如何过啊。</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">何以为家?</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">父亲看我搬回家来住,就说你是不是想陪我们过一辈子?又马上转口说陪你妈过一辈子。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我当时就止不住流泪,还好是背对着父亲。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p>
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有爱,就有奇迹!
 楼主| 发表于 2007-8-13 21:13:19 | 显示全部楼层 来自: 中国上海
<h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第19天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/12</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周日</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我害怕</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我害怕,我害怕尽了全力仍要面对一个已经既定的结果。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我害怕,我害怕每天早晨的醒来,我不知道接下来要面对的还有什么。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我害怕,我害怕父亲的每声咳嗽,每一次的病情进展。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我害怕,我害怕每夜每夜的难以入睡,几次惊醒。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我害怕,我害怕接下来的日子,一天一天熬啊。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我害怕,我害怕接下来化疗有巨大痛苦。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我害怕,我害怕一次又一次的检查结果的打击。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我害怕,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">噩梦才刚开始。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p>
[此贴子已经被作者于2007-8-13 21:15:59编辑过]
有爱,就有奇迹!
 楼主| 发表于 2007-8-13 21:13:59 | 显示全部楼层 来自: 中国上海
<h1 style="MARGIN: 17pt 0in 16.5pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l8 level1 lfo8; tab-stops: list 0in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第20天<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">8/13</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">周一</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;放弃化疗,</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">中医治疗</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></h1><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">昨天夜里居然没有咳嗽,今天早晨可以慢跑,脊柱的震痛也缓解。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">想来中药开始有一定的效果。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">同时在用的补品有灵芝孢子粉、五行蔬菜汤、峰王浆。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">按照约定,今天应该住院了。针对这一天的病情缓解,我把妈妈叫到身边,再次商量。</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">1.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">从生命周期考虑:与其接受化疗加放疗</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">6</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">个月的巨大痛苦只能带来</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2-4</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">个月的有限生存不如放弃这</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">6</font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">个月的痛苦,好好享受用靶向药物的这一年时间</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo11; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">2.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">从痛苦程度考虑:化疗的伤害和中药的副作用几乎没办法相提并论。而且从目前来看,中药还是发挥了一个积极的作用。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt 0.25in; TEXT-INDENT: -0.25in; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo11; tab-stops: list .25in;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">3.<span style="FONT: 7pt &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">从精神状态考虑:住院及相同病人的情况,带来巨大的精神压力毫无疑问会摧毁我们的意志,这样他的免疫力肯定也会下降,随之对疾病的抵抗力会相应下降。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">妈妈的意思是,让他不要受罪,人的生活不仅在于长度,还有质量。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">如果把她的人弄得形容憔悴也不能有治愈的可能,那么她要他好好的。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">活的时间虽然短,但是每天都是快乐的,都是不痛苦的。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">他现在几乎没有症状去住院,接受化疗后憔悴的出院,情何以堪?</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<p></p></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">决定以后,倍感轻松。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p>
[此贴子已经被作者于2007-8-13 21:16:29编辑过]
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