<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> 今天,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">5</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">月的最后一天,早上</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">9</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">点</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">20</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">,我还在赖床,手机响了,是家里的电话。爸爸打来的,叫了我一声,声音不太对,我听出来了。接着就说要我有思想准备,要坚强。我第一反应是妈妈出事了(我妈有高血压)。我问什么事,爸爸说:“我得癌了,肺癌,已经转移到淋巴了。考虑了很久还是决定告诉你……”后面还说了一些,但我不记得了,当时感觉脑袋发懵,一片空白,我不知道我说了些什么,好像没说什么,就在那发愣。等我回过神来,只听见电话那头妈妈的哭声。我说:“妈,别哭,你一哭我也忍不住”,一边说一边眼泪就下来了,我问下病情,但他们情绪很差也说不好,答应妈妈打听了解广州肿瘤治疗方面的情况后就挂了电话。</span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"> 把情况告诉了老谭,就是我男朋友,然后躺在床上哭了一个小时。</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> 虽然我爸身体一直都不好,从小就是个药罐子,但是突然说得了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">CA</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">还是让人很难接受。我爸气管炎、肺气肿还有腰背疼痛肩周炎什么的一大堆问题,都是老毛病了,从我记事起他就不是这里不好就那里不好,所以之前他一直腰疼背疼我们也没引起重视,只是做一些理疗。但是他每年都有体检,半年前照片都没有发现,怎么突然就这么严重了?太糟糕了。</span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> 小姑后来又给我打了电话,我才对爸爸的病情知道得详细点了。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">CT</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">扫描会诊诊断单:扫描部位:胸部(双肺、心脏)扫描所见:胸部、心脏)螺旋</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">CT</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">扫描:两侧胸廓对称,饱满,右肺中叶外段区见团块状软组织密度影,边界不规则,有分叶征像,大小约</span><chmetcnv wst="on" tcsc="0" numbertype="1" negative="False" hasspace="False" sourcevalue="3" unitname="cm"></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">3cm</font></span><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><chmetcnv></chmetcnv><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">,内段有实变不张,紧贴于纵隔旁,中叶支气管有变窄,纵隔窿突区见肿大淋巴结影。双肺实质见多发结节状软组织密度影,边界清楚,右肺上下叶见巨大肺大泡,双肺紊乱增多、紊乱,扫描范围内胸椎椎体见多发骨质破坏。心脏外形未见异常。诊断意见:</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">1</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">、右肺中叶外段周围型肺</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">Ca</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">并双肺多发转移、纵隔淋巴结转移、胸椎椎体多发转移、右肺中叶阻塞性肺不张;</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">2</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">、肺气肿、左肺多发性大泡;</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">3</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">、心脏外形未见异常。玉溪市人民医院</span><chsdate wst="on" isrocdate="False" islunardate="False" day="28" month="5" year="2008"></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">08</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">年</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">5</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">月</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">28</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">日</span><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate><chsdate></chsdate></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"> 小姑还在安慰我,让我坚强,说大家亲戚都知道了,我可以说是最后知道的一个(除了我外婆,她之前也被怀疑有肺癌,但看了半年了一直没确诊,怕她乱想,不敢告诉她),大家跑了很多地方,问了很多人,现在同意转院到昆明,医保的问题也解决了,让我不要太担心,家里亲戚多好照应,我平时要多打电话鼓励我爸就是了。我真的很感激他们,又哭了一场。</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> 对</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">CA</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">的了解真是太少了,我开始上网查找一些相关资料,很意外的找到了奇迹论坛,看了很多病友家属的帖子,很感动,但担心也在加剧。我爸已经是</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">IV</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">期了,不能放疗,不能手术,化疗的话又担心他糟糕的身体承受不住,我看到一些病友发现时情况比我爸好很多都半年多就去了,我好害怕。</span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"> 而且我爸妈在云南老家,我在东莞当公务员,不在他们身边我好多情况都不了解,没办法照顾他们,我觉得好无助。我就想让我爸到广东来治疗,但家里人说在昆明好,亲戚多,能照应到,到广州来人生地不熟,我又要上班又要照看忙不过来,而且在老家有些人情关系可以利用,来广州了就只能靠我和老谭,而我们俩都没什么门路……</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"> 我在奇迹看到一个网友建的珠三角肺癌病友群,加入进去,一个名叫“灬淡淡哒莣記”的网友很热情,回答了我很多问题,我因为刚刚接触这个病,好多东西不知道,问的问题都好白痴,她都耐心回答了。我很感谢她。她还告诉我,如果不能手术,不如不来广州了,因为广州化疗很贵,来广州也就是为了手术效果好。我觉得有道理。而且综合家里人的意见,还是决定就留在昆明治疗。我发愁的是,我要怎么样才可以尽可能多的陪伴他们呢?</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> 晚上</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">8</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">点多给家里打了电话,爸爸接的。听声音他情绪好了很多,告诉我他们正准备开始打牌。我问他晚上吃了些什么,他很高兴的和我说了,还说了下一步要去昆明的打算。电话突然断了,再拨通的时候是妈妈接的。我妈说我爸扔下电话打牌去了。妈妈情绪也不错,说下午我小姑找了个医生到家里给我爸上了一课,说他爸脑癌好多年了还活着,他妈心脏做手术医生说活下来的希望只有</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">1%</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">,但全家都没放弃,现在他妈也活得好好的。还说这个病就是要心态好,积极面对才有希望,不能放弃。我爸被教育了之后精神振奋,决定保持乐观心态,好好与病魔做斗争。</span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> 我妈心情不错还笑着和我说了发现这个病的前前后后。我的心情也好了很多。我说想回家,我妈说让我下个月再回去,因为我表姐要结婚,现在回了到时候还要回,来来回回折腾。我说要寄钱回去,我妈说不用,今天刚把一张定期的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">4</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">万存单给取了。反正我说什么她都说不用,要我照顾好我自己,他们最担心的就是我,我听着又想哭了。我都这么大了,没有让他们享福,还让他们操心,觉得自己真是不孝啊。</span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="4"> 懵懵懂懂的过了一天,决定写下来,爸爸生病的日子里,我要为他写日记,也许我能写的时间也不多了。感谢奇迹网有这么个地方可以放下我的心情,有这么多的人在抗争,这么多的人相信奇迹,那么奇迹一定会有的。</font></span></p><p><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font size="4"> </font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font size="4">另外,谢谢老谭,陪了我一天了!</font></span></p>
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